ive never been the kinda to ever let my feelings show, and i thought that being strong meant never loosing self control, but im just stong enough to let go of my pain the hell with my pride, let it fall like rain from my eye's, tonight i wanna cry... im sorry for everything that i have caused you nicole i dont know what i have done to our relationship but make it worse... when all i really wanted to do was love you forever. im sorry for everything....... i love you more than anything in this world and all i want is the best for us..

                                                                                           ~Brian

Well it has been a long time since i had last updated this, so i thought that i might do it now since i am home sick... Everything is going good in my life i have a new girlfriend and we have been dating since Dec. 22nd, and her name is Nicole.The best girl i have ever met she makes me so happy, we spend so much time together that it is amazing, i cant think of a day that i have not seen her. I love her soo much that even all the money in the world wouldn't be able to break us apart.. But enough about my personal life.. Everyting is going soo good i onbly have 3 more months left of school then i Graduate, and if u all are wondering what i will be donig after High School, it will be 2 things, the Marine's and also college at WCC, i will be doing the Marine Reserve's so i can be home go to college and be with the person that i love the most in my life Nicole...

                                                                            Love ya'll

                                                                                           ~Brian

well i haven't updated this thing i a long time so i thought i might get on here and say hi to everyone and let ya'll know i am doing good...still living it single like always, lol but its cool its got its plus's so... but im off to bed catch ya'll later...

well i have been though a lot lately and it has not been a great time... i dont really want to talk about it cause it will only make things worse. but i am gonna work on all my problems by myself i wont be doing as much with friends anymore cause it does no good. i will prolly end up going back to the old person i used to be and be a bad kid once again.. and i dont want that.. i am hoping that a lot will be resolved between a lot of people so the world can be in peace again. but most of all my life is going down the shitter once again and i dont think it will ever get better.

       ~Brian~